::Letting Go::

If you knew I was yours, you shouldn’t have wasted time.

You shouldn’t have been waiting for the right moment or the right reason…

Because in reality, no such thing exists.

Instead, now as we speak, what’s left of our emotional attatchment, is deteriorating in your face.

Crumbling, with no intention or reason to be pieced back together.

If only you would’ve taken all the space and opportunity you once had, and used it to your advantage.

But rather, you chose to wait.

To be caught in a moment of uncertainty, doubting what was and wasn’t real.

Doubting whether those feelings you were catching were love or lust.

Rather than just letting your heart decide, you were a coward…

Emotionless, and ruthless…

Even after the more you chose to wait, I still continued to stay strong.

Thinking that my strength would give you the courage,

The courage you needed to be real and true to not me, but yourself.

I will never be able to tell you everything…

But I can tell you that I was more than ready and down, I was real!

Real about YOU.

But you chose the hard way, the insecure way, the pussy way out.

& in the end were both left without,

Without anything but the memory of what could’ve been.

Wondering if the decisions we made were the right ones.

I know and fully stand behind my decision and walk away with my head held high and will continue to stay strong and open-minded.

You, will continue to live with the fact that you passed up an opportunity that you weren’t even willing to take a chance with… now you try to sleep at night…