Truth was, truth be, truth is.

Sometimes it feels like I'll never move on. Sometimes it feels like you're still holding on, too. I wonder if I'll ever be strong, again? If not now, when? I hold back the tears and suppress the thoughts. But at the end of the day I've fought and I lost. I can't stop missing you. I can't stop wishing you.... love and happiness...

If I could I would… erase the day we looked eye to eye and said our love would never die. I wasn’t made for this shit. I wasn’t meant to feel this way. I will never be the same.

Do you ever wonder why? Do you still believe in love? I often wonder why my love wasn’t enough. But then again what love? I admit it was probably just lust. But I must say there’s been so much pain since the day I went away.

I think about the good, deeply resent the bad and at the end of the day say fuck it, to all the things I thought I had.

Truth was, is I loved that shit. I fiend for that shit. I needed that shit. You were that shit.

Truth be, I’m over that shit. I wish I could forget that shit. I’m flushing you away with the rest of that shit. You ain’t shit.

Truth is, I will always think of that shit. I will always remember that shit. I will always feel a certain way bout that shit. But I will NEVER be a part of that shit again.

::All In The Name Of Love::

No more tears.
I’ll let the pen do the crying cause inside I’m dying…
Trying…
To make you love me, to make you see,
The beauty that’s within me in every breath I breathe.

But the rarest pearl couldn’t capture your heart.
That black empty hole,
Lost without a soul.
A love so pure like mine, someone like you should never know.

Not deserving, you’re left observing…
What you almost had,
What you lost forever…

Clouded by your addictions,
Were left with tense frictions.
From the book that’s unscripted,
You deny the truth you’ve written.

My heart bleeds in vain.
All in the name of love…

Not good enough for love,
But good enough to fuck.
Fuck it, fuck you & fuck the bitch you’re fucking too.

These cuts so deep,
May never heal,
But In my heart I know what’s real.

Regret I have some,
Resentment… I’m done.  

Goodbye to you, and your selfish ways.
I pray to god one day you pay.

All In the name of love.